I’ve had memory problems for as far back as I can remember (which isn’t very far). I’ll often forget that I told someone I’d do something, or that they told me they’d do something. I’ll forget if I had plans. I’ll forget what day of the week it is, or what month it is… Okay it’s not as dramatic as I’m making it out, but it is something that affects my day to day life and I’ve begun to wonder if it affects my art as well.
Is this just me? Am I incapable of remembering this stuff? Does it happen to everyone? Is there a procedure I can have done, like a brain-transplant? Probably not.
I study anatomy, art techniques, color theory, perspective, contrast, composition, etc. in an ongoing method. That is to say that I have tend to re-read books, or tutorials, about these things, even though I’ve spent the past 18 years of my life learning them. At a certain point shouldn’t it all become memorized? Not by me.
I DO remember things. The fundamentals of animation for example, for some reason those are engraved in my brain. Squash and stretch, overlapping, timing, spacing… I am extremely comfortable with that stuff. But take something uber complex like the human muscular system and I need a book there to help me out most of the time. Why? I know muscles, I’ve certainly studied them to death. From elementary school when I first tried memorizing groups of muscles so I could draw the X-Men on my homework. To Biology and Advanced Biology class in high school when we had to dissect a cat and label each muscle with toothpicks and paper. To community college when I took several life drawing classes with regular testing about muscles. To the Art Institute where I got my degree, taking even more life drawing, sculpting and anatomy classes, to post college life drawing classes… all the way to now, when I still need a darn book in front of me to understand where to properly place everything.
So I wonder, is this fixable? If I can improve my memory, won’t that make me a better artist? It’s not just the muscles I would remember, but also a particular technique that I nailed in a certain drawing, or some super secret trick to making perspective drawing fun (there could be one… we all might just not remember it). I’m sure it would also benefit everything else in my life as well. People (aka girlfriend) wouldn’t get mad if I forgot to think about her. Clients wouldn’t get mad if I forgot I owed them work. My dog wouldn’t get mad if I forgot to water him for a week… (just kidding, I don’t even have a dog… I don’t think).
I guess I’ll stick with Ginko and my books, desperately trying to remember the intricacies of the human body. It’s either that or a brain transplant.